Resolutions

[ishte]

Yah.. I don't make them. I've said so.  Generally speaking they are just a way to set yourself up for failure or disappointment. But I've got a couple now that I've thought about this a bit.

1. I will no longer hang out with people who are bent on destroying themselves and dragging others down with them. Sorry guys, but I won't do it. I won't be a part of it.  So basically if you are still living in a world of the negative, abusing various chemicals, destroying your lungs, your health, your appearance,  your mental well being, do not expect to see much of me.  I find it has much more to do with that than obnoxious behavior.  The fact that you don't care about yourselves enough to care for yourselves is why your behavior towards others has become so obnoxious really. It doesn't mean I don't care about you.  I just can't be around you.
   
2. Living on $12,000 a year and having $13,000 in the most basic of household expenses every year is not flying with me.   I'm sick of trying to figure out where the other $1000 is coming from.  I'm sick of having to rent out a room.  I will get a better job.  Period. 
   
3. I will sell this house.  Nuff said.

Comments

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

best of luck

[ishte.livejournal.com]

Thanks. Yesterday Time Warner Cable... which I sent a resume too way back, I think in November.. sent me an email saying they were considering my resume, and asking me to go and fill out the EOC form. So that's promising. The pay isn't awesome, but it's not terrible either. I can make it work very nicely. Selling the house is going to be the hardest hurdle with the houseing market as it is. But if I can sell it and then turn around and buy a little cottage in Dayton for a quarter the cost of this one while the market is still a buyer's heaven, then that would be good.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

good luck with Time Warner. And yeah I figured the house would be the biggest problem