The other thing

2022-Feb-02, Wednesday 23:53
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I don't want to rant about this on Facebook, because I'm still mad about it, and I yet I don't want to offend anyone that might be a coworker. But yesterday a thing happened that really upset me. It upset me a surprising amount and I'm still not over it... So I need to rant about it and get it off my chest.

So I work in a pharmacy store. No need to say which one. Generally speaking I love my job, love my customers, love my coworkers, and feel like the company takes pretty decent care of us. Now since the CDC changed their guidance, to a ludicrous 5 days (corporate pressure anyone?) for people to be out, when they test positive for CoViD-19... What is it? 5 days from the time you test positive? or 5 days after you develop symptoms yourself? I don't know the answer, and when I asked about this at work, they didn't know either. This is the same crap I dealt with in 2020, when NOBODY KNEW ANYTHING, or what to do or how to handle people being out or anything, SO I missed 100% of a month because I MIGHT HAVE had CoViD. We'll never know, because at that time, nobody could get tested unless they were sick enough to be in the ER and I wasn't, and my symptoms at the time were not what they were calling typical (but now they say that a lot of people experience it that way. So when I felt well enough to come back to work, suddenly someone exposed my daughter, who in turn exposed US, so that's another 2 weeks quarantined in 2020 before I ever got to go back to work.

Now we've had CoViD-19 running through our staff. Here is how it goes:

One of our people is out long term. We don't know when they will be well enough to come back if ever.

One is suspected to have CoViD-19, but has shopped for a doctor who won't test them for CoViD-19 but was willing to write a note saying that they have symptoms consistent with 'an upper respiratory infection'. This one refuses to wear a mask, claiming a medical exemption that I can tell you 100% is based in false science. Instead this person wears a face shield which does nothing to protect him or the people around him. This person is also not vaccinated, claiming that because they have already had CoVid-19 that they don't need to be vaccinated. (again, at the very least misleading science.) I like that person but generally speaking avoid being in any kind of contact with them for any period of time. I guess the doctor cleared them to come back to work today (my day off)

Now the third one was out because their parent tested positive for CoViD-19 and they and my coworker both developed symptoms. My coworker did not test and it's been implied that they did not test IN CASE they did not develop symptoms, so they didn't have to miss 5 days of work. Well they DID develop symptoms, and were out for 5 days PER the CDC guidelines. But at that point, I hadn't been told that I'd been told they didn't test positive (and wasn't told it was because they didn't test at all.) HOWEVER, shortly after arriving they asked me if I could cover for them for a few minutes on front registers (NOT MY JOB... NOT SUPPOSED TO DO THAT) So I thought they just needed to go to there rest room, and agreed anyway since we're so short handed right now. Turns out, after I've already brushed past them that this person DID have symptoms of CoViD and did not test... and they want to be relieved because they feel hot and want to go and stand in the cooler for a few minutes. WHAT??? I ask "What? Why do you feel hot?" and the answer "Because I had COVID... Still have it really..." ... no... What THE ACTUAL FUCKERY IS THIS? I'm really flabbergasted at this point. If I had known this was the case, I would have not been any where near this person. and would have covered in the other register... but I was stuck now. In this unclean place with a giant line... UPSET and STUCK there unable to escape.

Because I am shouting, In my TYPERY I can see that this is still pretty upsetting. The thing that upsets me the most is that this person is my friend. My work friend. and they KNOW how careful I have been, and how careful I continue to be. THEY KNOW that I just lost my brother, that I have a 91 year old mother who tries to do everything herself, and that I DID NOT SEE my mother for an entire year because we were TERRIFIED to bring CoViD-19 to her door if we visited her. So now, I don't care HOW slight the chance is that I've been exposed. There is no way I'm going to go see my mom during the next two weeks until I"m 100% sure I'm not carrying. SO MAD about this. I explained to my manager why I was so upset. I'm sure my coworker things I'm being ridiculous and maybe I am... but I'm not putting my mom at risk and I feel VIOLATED that I wasn't told the truth and put myself in ONE SCRAP of risk of infecting my mom when I have been so gods damned careful.

Why do I feel so violated? Because I wasn't given honest information. Because I ended up standing in the fug of a COVID patient UNNECESSARILY because I was not given enough information until it was too late to do anything about it for 15 minutes. and because now, if my mom calls because she NEEDS something. I either have to put her at risk until I know 100% that I'm not, or I have to try to find someone I trust to have been as careful as I've tried to be to go to do the thing for her. Especially since locally now, there are only ME and her 88 year old SISTER to call.

That's why I feel VIOLATED and I'm STILL MAD... But I'm done ranting about it I think. I have to go back to work tomorrow, and hopefully act like nothing happened. I will avoid being in close contact with my coworker (and my other coworker too) until the requisite time *I* feel is safe has passed. Someone (several someones) hasn't been careful, and it wasn't me.

One a lighter note, I've pounded on my keyboard so much that my batteries died. Probably the amount of backspacing I've done because I couldn't see what I was doing.
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My planned activity for today was as follows,

1) Go to the eye doctor and get my eyes checked and order new glasses to replace my broken ones. 12:30 pm

2) Sit around a little while and maybe have a nice nap.

3) Have some supper

4) Go up to the Creation Room and goof off some more.

5) Finish Chapter 18 of CTT and post it (hopefully)

6) Maybe have some time to waste down some rabbit hole on Ancestry before bedtime

How my day actually went?

1) Go to work, because I forgot that I had a basket of stuff I meant to buy on my way out yesterday. Buy stuff:

2) Go to the eye doctor and reschedule my appointment in person because the doctor is STILL out sick. Next available appointment on my day off two weeks hence.  Minimum time before having new glasses now? 3 weeks.

3) Sit around a short while... No nap.

4) Spend 2 or 3 hours putting the window insert in the dining room window (this is the last big 105 year old sash window downstairs that hasn't been replaced with a new double tilt sash window.  Cleaning thoroughly under the big cube unit (which I moved out from in front of the window put the insert into it.) vacuuming and scrubbing all the floors in the dining room because they are just GROSS. Switching the big cube unit with the buffet table because the big buffet table is actually EASIER to move from in front of the window than the cube. Polish all the wood flooring in the dining room because it looks worn and dull.  Tighten up the legs of the table and chairs Put the rest of the furniture back where it belongs.  I did enlist help from [livejournal.com profile] marynachaotica in the furniture moving and tightening part.

5) Have supper. (ok. I got to do that an hour later than intended.)

6) Try to figure out why Outlook is getting duplicates of some (most) of my emails from Gmail Pop3. (Don't know if this was successful yet or not.) Set up 3 more filters, and unsubscribe from another 10 mailing lists I don't need and probably didn't sign up for.

7) Complain on LJ about how I didn't follow my own guidelines for my day off, because the first thing on the list ended up messed up and threw off everything else.

8) Start thinking about Chapter 18 of CTT at 20:42 hours... Bedtime?  01:30

I'm probably not going to finish it today either. I also want to eat cookies.

Photobucket?

2018-Jan-12, Friday 04:11
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Oh and WOAH!  Photobucket... what the hell has happened to you... All my cute little handmade mood icons have turned into this giant "BUY MY SUPER EXPENSIVE $$$$400 A YEAR PACKAGE IF YOU WANT TO BE ABLE TO HOTLINK YOUR PHOTOS TO LIVEJOURNAL OR ANYTHING!!!$$$"

Seriously? WTF... Anyone using custom mood icons?  Where are you hosting them now? I've been gone too long... This ugliness needs to go away quickly.

Phew

2011-Aug-21, Sunday 03:07
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Welp... I'm caught up.  I skimmed a LOT and scanned a LOT and SKIPPED a lot... so if you posted something you thought I should comment on, or would have liked my opinion on and didn't get it, this is the place to post the links to it. I will try not to get an entire month behind again.  One thing that I am determined will happen is that Facebook is going to be left to the wayside almost entirely. I'm sick of it, can't keep up with it, and it appears that most people on it are too stupid to acutally use the internet. To such a degree where multiple times saying, either email me or text me, but do not use Facebook messaging to contact me  does not stop them from sending me FxcxBook messages with time sensitive information.  So They're going to understand pretty soon when they realise I'm not even bothering with it any more. It consumes too much time and is nothing useful at all.



Now... It's  bed time. I'm opening tomorrow. The Wedding is over, I have two days to finish putting my house in order with no help and working both days. YAY... *rolls eyes*. Probably am going to end up with huge piles of randome crap from all three rooms that was left on various furniture in MY room ... along with my own pile of random crap... so that at least every room excep mine can look remotely decent. We'll see. In the mean time. Good nght.

So Freaking BUSY!

2011-Aug-20, Saturday 11:36
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And also, I'm finding that I've been a little bit Internet disinclined this summer. I am trying my very best to completely disengage myself from FaceBook because I can't stand it. Added Google+ which I like better as an interface, but still dislike for the same reasons I dislike FaceBook.  My scant free time has been wasted with other things besides the Internet.  However I am currently so far behind in my LiveJournal, that I can no longer go far enough back to read everything anyone said.  I can apparently only go back about 125 posts on my friends list. Blah.

Anyway, just so you all know, I have not fallen off the face of the earth. If there is anything important, I suggest you email me, as I am still checking that a couple times a day. Do NOT send me messages on Facebook in favor of sending me an actual email. This is one of the very reasons I'm trying to escape from Facebook is because there are people who really do not get it that I do not use Facebook as a means of communication. I hate the interface and often don't check messages for weeks, and am HAPPY about it. Yet there are still a couple of people who insist on sending me messages there that seem to want attention and which don't get seen until well after whatever was needed is past.

[livejournal.com profile] theprincesslime! I have not forgotten your beta just super busy. If you need to pass it on to someone else I certainly understand.  By Saturday next much of my craziness here should ease up and I may have more time to do it. I'm sorry I haven't been able to get it done as I had hoped. I hate to keep you waiting.

Ok. I only had time to post this because I'm waiting for my bath. Now I have to go wash my hair and get dressed so I can go to [livejournal.com profile] snowyowlstar's wedding of which I am a part.

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Her mission is to be the final one ever in the space shuttle program. Now, I understand that the technology is now 30 years old, however, the next generation of launch vehicles are not ready for use. So what I want to know is why are we retiring the existing system before the next generation is ready?Aren't we going to continue to be involved in international space station project and stuff? Seriously? WTF is up with that? Why are they retiring them now before we're ready with the next bold step?

Dream Chaser by SpaceDevAdvanced
And while I'm ranting on that, when the hell are they going to invent the impulse engine? Fusion Drive? Isn't it about time? I'm just saying.
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I'm going to re-date this so it will go back to the top because there were some serious formatting errors and things that I discovered that caused large sections to be deleted and some to be repeated. I'm sorry about the cut too. I'm STILL trying to get that to work right, and I don't know why it will not cut correctly. I imagine with the formatting errors, and lack of a cut that may be why I didn't get much feedback on the topic. or... maybe people just aren't as interested as I thought they might be.

Recent events in New York and a discussion about it by Keith Olbermann. "Every year the margin by which this country supports this grows," says Keith O. "And within a decade, or perhaps less, it will be universal in this nation. Period." He went on to say, "the opponents will be revealed for carrying water for a larger kind of orthodoxy. Their church is opposed to same-sex marriage because same-sex marriage means diversity, and diversity means peaceful interactions between members of different groups and religions, and peaceful interactions means fears and prejudices are diminished, and the diminishing means those churches' cartel in the religion business is jeopardized." He further stated, "If you think big league religions are only about faith and not at all about business or about keeping people scared, then you have not been paying attention in church or out."

I shared the link on my FaceBook, and a good friend of mine while he agrees with the concept of equality, raised the question, "will political agitators on the left use the right to marry as a weapon to shut churches down?" I initially said I didn't think that would happen. He pointed out that small poor churches had been driven into bankruptcy when they'd been forced to try to comply with new laws and install ramps doors and handrails in bathrooms to meet new accessibility laws. Then he mentioned that "A church in Virginia was closed because they wouldn't marry an interracial couple."

This is what I thought about that... )
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First read this:
http://blogs.pitch.com/plog/2011/05/pete_degraaf_rape_flat_tire.php

"I have a spare tire on my car."

"I also have life insurance."
 
"I have a lot of things that I plan ahead for."
 
Seriously, Pete DeGraaf? Did you really actually say this stuff as if that compared to being RAPED and then forced to carry the spawn of a rapist to term inside my body for 40 weeks. You really believe that my regular health insurance should not cover terminating that spawn, so that I will be forced to carry it for 40 weeks while it eats away at my teeth and bones despite humongous prenatal vitamins? Do you understand that a woman's body is never EVER the same after a pregnancy, and especially not after a full turn pregnancy and delivery? You think it should only be allowed if a woman's health is at risk?  But I guess her mental health is irrelevant.

Further angry ranting ensues... )
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If you encounter a cyclist on the road you may NOT pass them in the lane they are in, whether a motorcycle or a bicycle. You are in fact REQUIRED to change lanes and pass them. Please do not buzz by a cyclist with a foot of clearance and think that's all right. You can blow the cyclist right off the road, or suck them into your car and cause serious harm.

I really don't think everyone who does this is a  jerk. I think people just don't get it how freaking dangerous it is to  breeze by like that. Also, if I'm in the center of the lane, or changing my position, understand that it is for a reason not because I don't know what I'm doing. there are road hazards that might not  phase a car but which could throw me right off my bike. This includes  storm drains which can trap narrow tires of road bikes, scrobble on the road, badly broken pavement and poorly repaired  manholes.  Always assume that a cyclist will change their position within  the lane they are in to avoid hazards and accept that this is because  it is in fact THEIR lane and not just them trying to be a jerk to you  and keep you from passing.

If there is only one lane, and it is a no  passing zone, a polite cyclist WILL get over as far as they can and nod  at you when it's safe. Please don't honk. They know you are there, and you could startle them and cause an accident. How hard do you jump when someone suddenly blows for no reason when you are driving? Now imagine jumping like that when you are cycling. Please don't do it. Also please don't expect them to ditch the bike for you just because you are behind them. They do have the right to be on the road and in fact it is where they are supposed to be riding.

Please pass this information along so that more people understand the real rules of the road regarding sharing our roadways with cyclists.

My Day So Far

2011-Jan-22, Saturday 00:14
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So my plan for today was simple.
  1. Call AT&T and get them to straighten out my DSL account because it has at this point been disconnected due to a $75 credit that was supposed to have been applied and apparently never has been. Get my service reinstated.
  2. Call Unemployment and have them fix my online account (which surprisingly has an old password from way back in 1998 or some such year and won't let me in) so I can apply for services.
  3. Go to the grocery and get pop and fresh veggies for my planned multicook session tomorrow.
  4. (Um... stick in here that helping [livejournal.com profile] marynachaotica understand an algebraic concept ended up in here too)
  5. Do some beta work for [livejournal.com profile] evil_little_dog
  6. Long hot bath and reading session
  7. Watch Inuyasha episodes and finish the purple circles to squares blanket I started last week.
  8. Watch Kuroshitsuji Episodes and start on a different blanket using these two giant balls of rose that I got from [livejournal.com profile] spookshow1313 last year or the year before.

What I have done so far to day is talk to AT&T for almost 5 hours.  See... it turns out that the reason my service was disrupted is because the ordering agent in Bangladesh, or Philippines, or India or wherever it was.  It took 4 transfers to get me to someone who could help, and then a total of about 4 hours on the phone with her.  So apparently the offshore agent instead of transferring my service to my new address, created a NEW account, and did NOT TURN OFF my old account.  So after I paid it off, it continued to rack up charges. It took forever to figure that out, because the account was not showing up as being disconnected. The problem is that my login credentials were transferred from the old account into the new one, and the OLD one was disconnected for nonpayment yesterday (obviously, since it was suppose to be discontinued in October, I did not continue paying a bill I didn't know I had.) Once we got the CURRENT account set up correctly, then once my service was restored I had to go over to Accounts Receivable to talk about the old incorrect account, get correct notation in the account, and then to Customer Service (again) to get the actual credits. Ok so now I have service again, and I don't owe any money, AND I have a credit.

Meanwhile, I was on the phone until after 5pm and couldn't call the unemployment office to get my account unlocked. I'll have to wait until Monday now, and if I can't get through I am going down there again and tell them that NO they were NOT able to help me with just a phone call, because I could not get through after nearly a week trying. I think I will tell them that I'd like a job there since obviously they need help.  I will need to apply for whatever other assistance I can get as well. I hate to do it, but THIS is the reason that system is in place. Unfortunately it's usually not what's it's used for. Most of the people on this system are NOT actually looking for work and don't actually want jobs.  I do, and my taxes pay into what I will draw out while I look for a decent job.

Anyway, so I did get to the store. 

I did help [livejournal.com profile] marynachaotica with her math problem. Glad to be of service.

I did get started on that Beta for [livejournal.com profile] evil_little_dog, but I'll have to look at it some more tomorrow as the day is just about over now, and I haven't got much done on it. I'm pleased that this is something I asked her to finish recently. haha I remember that much. I haven't got far enough to be reminded if it's the one that's one of my TOP PRIORITY PLEASE FINISH THIS stories. hahhaa

I did not get my bath, just the PTA this morning. *rolls eyes*
I did not finish the blanket.
I did not watch any Inuyasha (which I expected to finish the first run of the Animé this evening)
I did not start the new blanket
I did not watch any of Kuroshitsuji

Oh well. It's tomorrow now. *snort* So that was my day. At least I don't feel like I'm nearing my demise any more. That's a plus.  Too bad my job thought it was acceptable and legal to fire someone for being out sick even when they have indicated repeatedly that they have documentation and need to know what to do with it.

Anyway, since it's tomorrow, I'm going to start a new day now.

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Did no one in the world see me ask this question?

My GOD someone tell me how to block these annoying twitters off my LJ Friends page without actually taking friends who post them off my feed, please let me know how to block them. I intentionally don't use twitter, and I want to find a way to block a four inch chunk of the page for ever one line link to a 140 character twit I am NOT EVER GOING TO READ from cluttering up my friends page.

It's MY Road TOO

2010-Aug-11, Wednesday 23:23
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To the two (2) different SUV loads of assholes who felt they had the right to tell me where I could ride my bike, I invite you to Fuck OFF. No seriously. So very sorry that both of you had to wait for 15 whole seconds behind me in MY lane while you waited for the NEXT LANE OVER to clear enough for you go freaking go around. Oh my GOD, you must have both been in such a terrible hurry.

Asshole Group 1: Do not ride up 3 or 4 feet from my back tire for two or three minutes in order to harass me because YOU think I should be riding on the sidewalk. Then when you are STUCK there because other cars have decided to go on past you, do not honk your horn at me as if you expect that I should just pull over and get off my bike for your pleasure. Btw, the Dominos Driver who came along behind you cheered me for flipping you off for your rude and ignorant behavior. Buddy let me tell you that I didn't spend half a grand on my bike to destroy it riding through tree branches and over cracked pavement and potholes on the sidewalk. You and your pal there need to read up on the traffic laws before you start honking at a cyclist. That is one of the questions on the driving test you probably barely passed. You're lucky you didn't get that question. I wasn't going fast enough for you? Sorry, my pistons are calves and thighs, and I challenge you to keep up with me for any length of time on your own bikes, (probably some of those little boys' bmx models that I see guys like you riding all the time. The ones with scratched up frames that are so small that you ride with your knees practically hitting your chins. You guys don't even know how much you look like circus clowns folded up on those things. You would not cruise along at 20 mph) Oh btw? The speed limit through there was 25. That's the maximum, not the minimum. I'm not required to go 25, but that doesn't mean I can't. Just keep that in mind. So terribly sorry I didn't get my foot clipped back to my pedal fast enough to do the jack rabbit start you expected of me at that light, though I challenge you to do any better.

Asshole Group 2: You DEMANDED LOUDLY and pointed violently at the bike path to my right as if you felt that its existence somehow REQUIRED me to use it even if it is not going where I am. So I guess you expected me to get off my bike when my road journey brought me within sight it, PICK IT UP AND CARRY IT over the curb for your pleasure, through the grass and trees, and then get back on and ride the 1500 or so feet until the place where I would be TURNING off the road and away from the bike path. Then dismount again, carry my bike back to the road, walk it across the street and then once I was in the parking lot, I could get back on if I wanted? Is that your plan? Lady, let me tell you something. When I am riding my bike, my feet are ATTACHED to my pedals with SPD Cleats. While you were flapping your underarm FLAB at me, I was working my way up a hill at 13 miles per hour. I challenge you to ride up that hill at all, or maintain 13 miles per hour at ANY time on ANY bike for ANY length of time. While you were so distracted by my horrible presence on the ROAD *gasp* and refusal to use the poorly repaired, insect ridden bike path (which was not going where I was) you nearly ran yourself off the road. I was on my bike running errands, and planning to stop at that BK half a block up for a Whopper Junior on my way home. Meanwhile your 400 plus pound self was in a large ill maintained SUV that probably gets 15 miles per gallon at best, (probably heading to McD's to supersize it) probably driving fewer miles than I have ridden on my bike today as I ran my errands. I was in this lane all the way from Main street. You can't tell me that you didn't see me here so you could change lanes and go around like all the other cars did until the last minute. Don't presume to demand I ride somewhere else.

You people ought to be used to seeing me on our roads. I only ride at least every other day and sometimes every day. Particularly I ride that strip of Kauffman, because it is the way from my house, to most of the places I go in the evening after work, (all destinations that the bike path will not get me close to btw before I would have to be on the road anyway.) Please educate yourselves. In most cities it is not only unsafe, but illegal for me to ride on the sidewalk. In our city, it would be impossible to dodge the trees, potholes and broken concrete along the strip where you demanded that I be relegated there. The road is bad enough through that stretch with the broken pavement at the edge. The center of the lane isn't that much better. However it is my road too, and I will ride on it.

Here's an excerpt from Digest of Ohio Bicycle Traffic Laws, By the Ohio Bicycle Federation:
"Riding on sidewalks or multi-use "bike paths" is moderately safe only if done at slow speeds and extremely carefully. Riding on paths is popular for recreation but provides only limited utility for transportation."

I'll note that some bike paths are better than others. Ours here in Fairborn is poorly maintained at best, has several places where the pavement is severely cracked and has lifted and shifted. Also in the evening the number of bugs I am required to eat on that path is off the scale. Not to mention that it only covers a few short miles along Kauffman, and peters out before it gets into town, and also fails to connect with any of the major pathways in Dayton proper. Hopefully it will eventually connect at least with the Ohio Bike Route 2 at Eastwood's Creekside Trail. I understand that's the plan, and the nice bridge and tunnel they built to take it across the rail and State Route 444 is a nice addition. Now if we could just get a run down along Springfield street to Eastwood we'd be connected.

also according to Ohio Revised code:

"§ 4511.55. Operating bicycles and motorcycles on roadway.
(A) Every person operating a bicycle upon a roadway shall ride as near to the right side of the roadway as practicable obeying all traffic rules applicable to vehicles and exercising due care when passing a standing vehicle or one proceeding in the same direction.

(B) Persons riding bicycles or motorcycles upon a roadway shall ride not more than two abreast in a single lane, except on paths or parts of roadways set aside for the exclusive use of bicycles or motorcycles.

(C) This section does not require a person operating a bicycle to ride at the edge of the roadway when it is unreasonable or unsafe to do so. Conditions that may require riding away from the edge of the roadway include when necessary to avoid fixed or moving objects, parked or moving vehicles, surface hazards, or if it otherwise is unsafe or impracticable to do so, including if the lane is too narrow for the bicycle and an overtaking vehicle to travel safely side by side within the lane.
You'll notice that this entire section affords me the same rights to be on MY road as you and your SUV has. I am not required to ride on the sidewalk (in fact it is generally dangerous and often impossible.) Also, I am not required to ride in the gutter, which includes broken pavement and often rain sewers with grates that can capture and destroy my wheels, throw me off my vehicle and generally equates to bad news all around. I'm entitled to the entire lane if I need it, and you are required to pass me in the same manner you would any other vehicle: by changing lanes and going around politely with plenty of room to spare. Passing less than two feet from me is not acceptable. Your car should never be close enough that I could reach out and touch you.
</rant>

Now, for those of you who are not assholes, just be careful of cyclists. Don't get mad because you have to share the road. Just share it, make sure you are alert, and make sure you know the laws.

<rantlet>One last thing. Be aware that if a cycle is preparing to cross a rail that goes across the road at a diagonal, we will need to change direction slightly in order to cross those rails as close to perpendicular s possible. This avoids a cycle getting a tire wedged between the rail and the frog. Just be aware of that possibility if you are behind or near a bicycle and approaching a rail crossing. I get these guys all the time that when I swing to the right before the rail so I can cross it diagonally, by aiming towards the left of my lane, they seem to think that I'm just inviting them to zoom by me in my lane. NO I am not... They are going to kill someone one of these days.</rantlet>

Way behind again

2010-May-04, Tuesday 02:35
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Just FYI I am skimming over loads and loads of posts now. I'm falling behind because I have been sick so much lately. For any that don't know, it's ongoing problems with my ear. Thankfully it's not life threatening, but it's extremely uncomfortable and at times it's been quite debilitating and as I'm sure I've mentioned, I can't find an ENT that will touch me unless I'm willing to pay basically random amounts of money at the time of service without being told actually HOW much money to bring. Sorry, but I feel that's unreasonable, not to mention impossible for anyone who is not just made of money. I'm not. I expect to be told how much things are BEFORE I have service and then pay for it. Not be told "We can't tell you how much it is, but you have to pay whatever we say as soon as we say so." Or what?

If my illness costs me my job, then I can go on the dole and get treatment at everyone else's expense, but as long as I'm working I'm not allowed? What the hell kind of system is that?

Anyway. I took myself to the ER last night because I just wanted to be sure what was going on. Since I was at the very height of an episode, they were able to confirm for the first time in two years that there was a significant amount of yellow fluid in my ear. Since yellow generally indicates infection I am not officially being treated for infection after three visits to the Urgent care since January none of which actually diagnosed or treated anything, and after turning in desperation to my Chiropractor, who has been able to give me some relief, but as soon as the weather did another hard radical flipflop and I was stuck in a wind tunnel of air conditioning (when it was only 40° outside... so why the hell was the air running anyway) after I tried to sit in a warmer spot one of the new supervisors told me I didn't have that option any more. (My supervisor overrode that the next day, but by then I was already sick sick sick, just as I predicted and ended up going home because the world was spinning). Anyway, the ER also ruled out heart and blood sugar as the cause of my feeling so crappy. The problem was that the noise and discomfort in my ear had become so loud that it was causing some anxiety issues where I felt like my heart was pounding along with everything else. As a result, I am once again off work.

The upshot is that I have antibiotics, and with any luck it will actually clear this up. Maybe it'll stay cleared up until our national health care finally kicks in. I can't believe the writers thought it appropriate to set it's activation out 4 years. And then I can get something actually done if I'm not permanently deafened or disabled by then. *snort* And that's if the opposition doesn't manage to completely dismantle the thing before it can actually help anyone.

Anyway, that's my me update. I can hardly stand to sit at the computer so... *shrug* I don't know what to say about that. I changed around my work station, but my head/ear/jaw/neck/shoulder/back all ache, and seems like sitting on the computer just makes it hurt more. Things that I'm working on, I'm still working on... just... slowly... bit by bit.
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Yah.. so it's finally warm enough to open windows. Warm enough to get out and ride, and what's it do all day on my day off?? F'ing RAIN. LOTS... ALL. DAY... *pouts* Now it's stopped but it's chilly and getting dark.

My Dogwood Tree

2010-Apr-11, Sunday 23:33
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[livejournal.com profile] cheapcarnival hates this tree in our yard. It was one of the things that sold me this house. The location though sucks. it would be much better on the other side of the yard. but a well established dogwood? I'm not moving it.

 


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Girly Stuffs.

2010-Apr-11, Sunday 23:24
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Yah.. I did my nails. Wanna see?

I'll just post this one shot. if you click the image if you want to see it full size, but it isn't really any clearer. Wait till you see the dogwood pix though. they look so much better. The tips are teal, and then there is a gold line, and then a black line. In this shot you can barely see the gold line.
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I've had enough days off in a row to require a doctor's note now... so instead of going back to the Urgent Care where they will tell me again to go see a 100% inaccessible ENT, I went to my Chiro thinking maybe if my neck and jaw were in the right places it might help. I had been reading some different things about what they suspect is happening with me, and a lot of people get relief. So I went hoping it would give me some too.

Well it did. Am I 100% better? No. Am I significantly better? Yes. The noise in my ear is significantly less. My Equilibrium is better. I don't feel as much phantom pressure in there, it will actually clear from time to time now. I understand that the pressure is not real. I don't exactly understand how that is, but something causes the brain to interpret pressure when there isn't any apparently. Now my muscles are a little sore from the adjustment, but not pinchy nerve pain hurty, and I can put some tiger balm on that and all will be well.

The up shot/downshot is. Doc doesn't want me back in that chair for 8 hours until Sunday. That means two more days off work. He wants me to have another adjustment before then, and have a couple of days not worrying about whether I can manage to work. It's really hell to me to get up to go to work, and half an hour after I get up realise that there is just no way. It really stresses me out. I like my job. I want to work. I can't be more clear than that. Sure it's not the perfect job, but I do like it. However at least knowing that I'm not going to be working means I don't have to stress all night about whether I'll rise fit for work. That's probably going to help me more than anything else, even if I would prefer an instant fix and just go back to work and be my normal cheerful (and able to stand up without swaying) self.

Anyway, it was certainly a lot more comfortable going to a doctor I KNOW, and TRUST than going to an Urgent Care where I have never had the same doctor twice. It was nice to go in and not have to wait 4 hours to be seen, (an hour of which was spent in a cold exam room alone). It was really nice to have Dr. Shaffer spend more time with me personally than the entire sum of my human interaction at the Urgent Care probably both times combined. It's nice to have a doctor listen to what's going on, discuss options, and then take the time to make sure I'm as comfortable as possible and know what to expect.

So my neck was really whacked out. REALLY whacked out. Probably the worst it's been in a while. So he had to spend some time working with me to get it sorted out. Did some realignment with my jaw as well, since he pointed out that TMJ is often a factor in these types of problems. And even then, two visits will have cost me less than one to the Urgent Care, and three will still be less than the LOWEST possible amount the ENT said it might be in their WILDLY VARYING travesty of an estimate for an office visit. Wonder why I'm not a fan of chemical medicine? Yah... There it is right there.
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Why the hell am I once again up before the dawn? It just got to where it was finally almost light out by the time I had to get up. Now why the hell do we do this thing with the clocks again?

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So my next question is: Why is it so difficult to find a regular doctor in my county who will see me on an income based sliding scale. This phenomenon seems to be unique to my area. Even to my county, I can find even Free clinics in Montgomery county who will see people when they are sick. But not me. I live in Greene County. I'm not allowed to go to them unless I lie about my address. So my choice is to go to the urgent care for a fairly minor ailment that is just ailment enough to keep me from going to work, because now I'd be required to have a NOTE saying I really was ill before I can go back to work. (Notes required now by most employers because of people who call off and say they are sick when they really are not sick, they just have no work ethic and don't want to go to work.) And they charged me almost $100 (on a sliding scale mind you) that I can't afford to pay.

What the hell is wrong with us. We are the richest country in the world, and yet average everyday citizens cannot get medical care when they need it. The government has thoroughly F'd up our health care, and caused these rising costs both of medical care and insurance. Now they need to quit arguing and FIX the problem they caused back in the 1980's. Back then I could afford health care, but couldn't afford to buy a house. Now I own a house I can't sell, and can't afford insurance OR medical care on the rare occasion I need it. No joke... it now costs at least 10 times what it did back then. What else has inflated that much? Milk? no... 3X as much. Gas? Nope... believe it or not even at it's highest, only 5X as much. Incomes? No... Min wage is about 2X as much, and my income after I count tips and commission from back then is actually probably less per hour. base hourly rate: maybe MAYBE 2X as much. I would seriously have to pay a third of my income to buy insurance through work, and then I would be sick indeed once I lost my home from not being able to pay my ordinary bills. This is why people abuse the ER by going in for very minor problems. Their doctors WILL NOT SEE THEM WITHOUT CASH UP FRONT, and often when people are sick, they DON'T have cash that day.

Note: (I know many have heard this rant before) last time I had insurance, I paid in 1500 over a 6 month period, and the first time I tried to use it to fill a $40 prescription from my dentist, they refused. They told me to go ask my doctor for a DIFFERENT (not generic version... DIFFERENT) medicine that had already been proven ineffective. Then they told me that the other medicine was only $30 and they wouldn't pay it anyway because my copay on prescriptions was not the usual $5-$10... but a shocking $40? WTF? So for those of you who think I am irresponsible for not having insurance... That was the point at which I refused to continue to pay into a system out of which I was getting exactly $0 benefit.

I would certainly appreciate anyone telling me where I can find a doctor to see me for this stupid minor ailment so that when I feel better I can have a stupid note to return to work. and they have to be willing to bill me. Out of this check, I have to pay my mortgage, and after that there is $70 out of which I have to eat for the next 2 weeks, and have gas to drive back and forth to work. That's going to be a tight fit any way you slice it. Meanwhile, I'm going back to bed (for the third time this week) because I feel like utter shit.

FMA 104

2010-Feb-06, Saturday 23:40
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The raws are out. However, I do not read Japanese well enough to read it until the scanlations come out. Thus, I would GREATLY appreciate if people would please not talk about it outside of a cut. I don't look at the raws and try to figure out what's going on. So please... cut your comments. Even if they don't seem like spoilers, the emotional response is in fact something of a spoiler for those of us who cannot read it yet.

Please...

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