Resolutions

[ishte]

Yah.. I don't make them. I've said so.  Generally speaking they are just a way to set yourself up for failure or disappointment. But I've got a couple now that I've thought about this a bit.

1. I will no longer hang out with people who are bent on destroying themselves and dragging others down with them. Sorry guys, but I won't do it. I won't be a part of it.  So basically if you are still living in a world of the negative, abusing various chemicals, destroying your lungs, your health, your appearance,  your mental well being, do not expect to see much of me.  I find it has much more to do with that than obnoxious behavior.  The fact that you don't care about yourselves enough to care for yourselves is why your behavior towards others has become so obnoxious really. It doesn't mean I don't care about you.  I just can't be around you.
   
2. Living on $12,000 a year and having $13,000 in the most basic of household expenses every year is not flying with me.   I'm sick of trying to figure out where the other $1000 is coming from.  I'm sick of having to rent out a room.  I will get a better job.  Period. 
   
3. I will sell this house.  Nuff said.

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Yah.. I guess I'm just kind of hestitant to try the temps, since they expect me to be able to start instantly, you know? And I already ahve a job, which would need notice. I've done Temp work before, and they weren't able to keep me working steadily. Maybe it was just the company i was with, but once you have a client dis you to them, no matter how much praise you get from everyone else, they are hesitant to work you any more after that. I got dissed for hurting my ankle and being unable to wear high heeled shoes for a couple days (because I was on crutches ne?) and they told my agency my appearance just wasn't up to their standards. *rolls eyes* That was a long time ago, but it makes me hesitate. I've got some good leads, I think I just need to be patient and persistent.

Ee... some old couple would be perfect for this house... or a young family just starting out. It's the perfect perfect house for that. The old ones can use the basement to store all their memorabilia, and the young family, can finish it and convert it into a family room for the kids.